Sunday, May 30, 2021

Surviving Multiple Sclerosis/I wish I could flip a switch


  I honestly wish I could flip a switch and ask god; to take it away. I wanna go back to work. I want to make my own money. I want to have my own place again. I want stop fighting back and forth with disability.

  I'm just not in a position to do what I used to do for anyone. Which is why this particular blog is so meaningful at the moment. 

 Especially on this particular day World Ms Day!

   I will continue to keep on praying to him. And stop questioning him. Although it may be hard at times. This is just something that came to me and I could no longer hold it in!
                     “Sometimes”
             “I wish I could flip a switch”

Thursday, May 27, 2021

Surviving Multiple Sclerosis/Hard being Transparent

   Starting out with this blog. I didn’t think it was going to be as  Hard Being Transparent. Now that I’ve gotten this far along; it has become more of a struggle for me to share. 

Funny that it’s taken me this long to say that right?

  Maybe because I assumed that I’d make it past my age. With  at least not many issues. I’ll get the courage to share more eventually. Being that I’m not going to much into detail.

I needed to take a short break because I started getting flooded with bad news. As my body continued to break down.
  I’m typing this with one finger on my phone.Praying that I don’t get any any symptoms before I get too far into this.  I wanted to share as much as I can. At least before any symptoms began.
 
As you all are aware I started the new treatment. And I continued to have the same issues I had while I was on the last treatment. Throughout that time a few new symptoms popped up. 
 
 And I now have to see two more; oops three more specialists. 

And I’m still not in my own spot on top of it. So, I needed moment. At this point there may be a lot those moments). Please hang in there with me. There will be more content eventually.


As well as a videos)Even though you guys don’t look at them for some reason or another(I can take constructive criticism). 
I’d rather make those at this point and put them on here.

Let me know what you guys think. I changed a few things around as well. 


FYI: I took the ads off because they weren’t beneficial or me. No one was clicking on them. So, it was not doing anything to help me. I need something that is going to help me now. 

Tuesday, May 11, 2021

Not so Green Thumb

      My adult insists on trying to fix my not so green thumb. This time around he’s brought me a “Petite Orchid” plant with instructions for Mother’s Day. For my birthday, he brought me a plant and it didn't end too well. Being that it ended up  just being dirt in a pot with a stick. And he knows my experience over the years with plants. I promise to follow these directions;this time!And maybe one day I’ll utilize the pot from the old plant as well. 


Anyway how was your Mother’s Day? What did you get? I forgot to upload my rose.