Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Out of site out of Mind?

 That saying is one of the realist I've  ever heard of. It took me years to notice though. I always wanted to give people a fair chance. Even when I felt like they didn't deserve it.

  Especially this past year. And i'm not feeling it from everyone. In fact I push some people away. I have just experienced too much with people over the years. Which has my trust messed up!

 I feel bad for it sometimes . Somethings I'd really rather deal with alone. With my family and friends. My close family and friends. Because now a days some family members an friends are questionable. Questionable with their actions,words, and/or their views on things. Are they genuine or around to have something to talk about later on?

  Yet,family, friends, and co-workers that have been around you for years. You'd expect to stay down even when things aren't right. Right? Those are the ones that statement remains true for.

  It has me questioning;what are some peoples true thoughts ,on what friends, family, and co-workers should and shouldn't be like or  be or doing?

  When my health started really taking a toll on me. Only a few people actually bothered to make sure I was okay. And still do.Co-workers,friends,and family. Overtime a few of those people only seemed to pop up in a Facebook post or an Instagram post here and there. Few and I mean a few are still around. Getting deleted or blocked along the way.

  Some of the same people I would break my neck to try and be there for when I was able to. Whether they needed a ride,a listening ear, a few dollars,or food if I could spare it. Where are they now?

  Things haven't gotten in better. They've gotten worse. But those people those same people are
awaiting a Facebook post or an Instagram post. Before the even stop to acknowledge me or what I got going on.

 Heck I can't even expect a read or a follow from them on any of my blogs. Forget any other type support right?I don't have anything for them right? I'm broke but my ears still work. I don't have anything but I can't use a listening ear myself? Or I don't have a place with food so they can't ask me for any.

   Hmmm,things won't be like they are forever.Trust me! Make sure you keep that same energy! Out of site out of Mind.

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