Sunday, January 12, 2020

I Love me(Sorry not Sorry)

I'm not trying to be funny or being judgemental.

How I feel has nothing to do with how you guys may feel, move, do things.

I haven't dated in years. because my health as well as because the alarming rates of the sexually transmitted diseases other people have been contracting(sorry not sorry).

I read and look at the news stories a lot. And social media yall talk too much sometimes!

There are way too many of us out here sharing partners knowingly and unknowingly. Some care and some don't.

I've been hurt before by a man/men thinking it was okay for him to go from me to multiple women. While I was giving my heart solely to him/them.

“When a woman leaves you for herself she’s not coming back” ~ Unknown ~

In a different situation I had a person I thought was my friend(I'm sure there was probably more of ya'll):take it upon herself to give herself to him and smile in my face.
And I don't care if I was only dating the man.Being that we were friends;he should have been off limits.

So,until I can find a man that I know deserves all of my love exclusively ;I'm not giving myself to no one, other than my children completely(not sexually now days you have to specify).Multiple Sclerosis or not!

I need a man to love me more than I love myself. And I don’t mean to be infatuated with me either. I mean someone that shows me that it’s all about me and no one else. Bring out the best in me as I in return would try me best to return the same treatment.Wine me dine me, take me on trips, heck surprise me(I can do in return some times too .When I get right; because as of right now, I’m not right. Financially, but I don’t plan on being this way for long) !

Update: The goal is to eventually be someone’s wife. Not someone’s long term girlfriend for the rest of my life!

That doesn’t mean abuse me and take advantage of me. Love me all of me and everything that comes with me.

I'm not afraid to be alone. I'll deal with it if I have to.
Hopefully after you’ve read all of what I said you get it.
Please don’t hesitate to chime in and let me know your thoughts. 

What are your thoughts? The comments are open just for that!

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