It’s been a little while since I’ve typed up a blog.
When this Covid19 came about, I started having real bad anxiety, which cut into my creativity. Which I know I shouldn’t have allowed; but it happen, and I’m working through it.
I’ve been thinking long and hard about what it was I wanted to come back with. And thanks to a very good friend of mind I figured it out.
And I’d like to first say thank you to him. Yes, him and no he’s not a boyfriend and has never been one. Let me start by clarifying that first. We grew up together and he’s actually one of the few people I can really consider a friend/ family!
Anyway I’ve applied for disability in October of 2018. I got denied. Then had a reconsideration and got denied for that. And I was finally able to get a hearing.
Mind you up until a few months ago I had no income. And I’m living off of $219 + food stamps(don’t ask how I’ve been doing it I’m still not sure). If it wasn’t for my family and a few friends(Thank you guys again!)I don’t know how I’d be getting by. I truly thank the man above for them!
I believe the hearing went well. Although there were moments that I was a little skeptical. I’m hopeful that it’ll turn out for the best.
Now I have 30 days to get them paperwork from my therapist. And I pray the final decision won’t take that long after.
Yes, I see a therapist. I’ve been seeing her for a few months now and she’s the bomb! I’m not sure I’d have been able to get past these anxiety attacks without her.
With that being said keep me in your prayers. As I am doing the same for you all! Hopefully I’ll be back sooner with more content. And thanks again my friend for the push. I appreciate it!
