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My Baby Boy Said He Was going to Un-follow me on here

Afraid To Speak Up

   My doctor asked me what was going on with my health the other day.

 I spoke about the regular stuff Like the tingling, numbness, migraines,and even almost falling. yet, when it came to stuff that he almost new I was going through, I started crying. 

  

After all of these years I'm embarrassed.  Embarrassed to explain things that they knew i'd start experiencing. I'm not sure if it's because of the fact that I'm going through it;or because of me being so young and going through it, either way it bothered me.

 

  Which was yet another breakdown I've had in that doctors office in like a two months time period. I'm sure they're tired of me already.

  With that being said I forgot to tell my therapist about that. When I was trying to rush her off of the phone the other day.

 I haven't updated on here in a while because I'm kind of stressed out. I still don't have any finances.Got denied from disability once again and I am so confused about what to do. 

  Blogging has been the last thing on my mind.On top of The spasm getting in the way at times too. Please keep me in your prayers. And also if you'd like to help me out in any way;The links for cashapp and paypal are available on the regular web(i'm not sure about the mobile ).I'll Look into it another time.

 

Please have a blessed day!  

It's Been A Little While

    Writing just hasn’t been one of my priorities. With it being the holiday season  and things not being the same. Some of you may know what’s been going on. And a lot of you don’t.

  

   My multiple Sclerosis has been messing with me. And I am still not working. Which I why I stated things aren’t the same. No money no gifts from me at least.

          If you get a chance look through my past blogs and you’d probably get a better understanding.

 Most recently I’ve developed random weird pains. I could be sitting, standing, or laying down and I’d get sharp pain lasting for a minute or more. That started out in my foot. Then went to my wrists. And last but not least my knees that I already have osteoarthritis in.

With funds being like they have been ; I’m unable to do what I’d like for my kids.

 I guess you could say that has me in my feelings. And I’d just rather not speak or write about it.

   I started typing this about two weeks ago. Thinking I’d get back to it. Only to get on my PC and realize that I didn’t save what I had. So, this is what you guys are going to get from me at the moment.

  The funny part about it is. I was in one of my favorite authors reading groups. Trying to catch up on the latest tea; with that publishing company that I will not name. Only to find out one of the final  books in the serious I have been waiting on; will only be coming out in a hard copy. I use kindle unlimited (it works for my broke pockets).

  Any who I randomly asked if someone would gift me a copy. And aside from a comment from the Author( which was funny but understanding if you keep up); I got a response from another reader gifting me the funds. Which I swear changed my whole mood.

 It got me out of my funk a little and it led me here. Which I’m grateful for . And I hope you all are as well. Well those of you that keep up.

 I appreciate those of you that take the time out to read my blogs. And hope if you have the chance you’d subscribe or follow, shop, and share!

Update:Attempting to get ads placed on this page

 I did figure out how to get ads on this page. What I didn’t do was figure out how to get people to click on the same ads. I apologize for not updating this sooner. I just realized this post gets a lot of views.

Yesterday, I had to figure out why I was unable to get ads on this page. And after doing a little research I figured it out. 

   Starting this blog on here was free. But in order to place ads on here and make real money off of it,I have to get an actual website.
  Sounds like it would be an easy task right? Nope, In  order to get that I'd need money. And of course not having any income at all got in my way.
   Something I thought would be so easy to do seems to throw another monkey wrench in my way.
 Although I don't plan to allow that to stop me. I'll get the funds I need eventually.
  $12 a year isn't much but it's a  lot in times like these.For someone who didn’t have much of an income if any.
  

 For now I ask that you all continue to keep me in your prayers. And have a good day.

I eventually took them off. What didn’t work for me may work for you. You may have the time and patience it takes to wait for clicks and sales. My current situation didn’t allow me to.