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Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts

Thursday, April 16, 2020

Getting Closer to the Were I Need to Be

Hello Hello Hello!
  
    It’s been a little while since I’ve typed up a blog. 

When this Covid19 came about, I started having real bad anxiety, which cut into my creativity. Which I know I shouldn’t have allowed; but it happen, and I’m working through it.
   
 I’ve been thinking long and hard about what it was I wanted to come back with.  And thanks to a very good friend of mind I figured it out. 

  And I’d like to first say thank you to him. Yes, him and no he’s not a boyfriend and has never been one. Let me start by clarifying that first. We grew up together and he’s actually one of the few people I can really consider a friend/ family!

 Anyway I’ve applied for disability in October of 2018. I got denied. Then had a reconsideration and got denied for that. And I was finally able to get a hearing. 
 
 Mind you up until a few months ago I had no income. And I’m living off of $219 + food stamps(don’t ask how I’ve been doing it I’m still not sure). If it wasn’t for my family and a few friends(Thank you guys again!)I don’t know how I’d be getting by. I truly thank the man above for them!

 I believe the hearing went well. Although there were moments that I was a little skeptical. I’m hopeful that it’ll turn out for the best. 

 Now I have 30 days to get them paperwork from my therapist. And I pray the final decision won’t take that long after.

  Yes, I see a therapist. I’ve been seeing her for a few months now and she’s the bomb!  I’m not sure I’d have been able to get past these anxiety attacks without her.

  With that being said keep me in your prayers. As I am doing the same for you all!  Hopefully I’ll be back sooner with more content. And thanks again my friend for the push. I appreciate it!

Sunday, January 12, 2020

I Love me(Sorry not Sorry)





I'm not trying to be funny or being judgemental.

How I feel has nothing to do with how you guys may feel, move, do things.

I haven't dated in years. because my health as well as because the alarming rates of the sexually transmitted diseases other people have been contracting(sorry not sorry).

I read and look at the news stories a lot. And social media yall talk too much sometimes!

There are way too many of us out here sharing partners knowingly and unknowingly. Some care and some don't.

I've been hurt before by a man/men thinking it was okay for him to go from me to multiple women. While I was giving my heart solely to him/them.

“When a woman leaves you for herself she’s not coming back” ~ Unknown ~

In a different situation I had a person I thought was my friend(I'm sure there was probably more of ya'll):take it upon herself to give herself to him and smile in my face.
And I don't care if I was only dating the man.Being that we were friends;he should have been off limits.

So,until I can find a man that I know deserves all of my love exclusively ;I'm not giving myself to no one, other than my children completely(not sexually now days you have to specify).Multiple Sclerosis or not!

I need a man to love me more than I love myself. And I don’t mean to be infatuated with me either. I mean someone that shows me that it’s all about me and no one else. Bring out the best in me as I in return would try me best to return the same treatment.Wine me dine me, take me on trips, heck surprise me(I can do in return some times too .When I get right; because as of right now, I’m not right. Financially, but I don’t plan on being this way for long) !

Update: The goal is to eventually be someone’s wife. Not someone’s long term girlfriend for the rest of my life!

That doesn’t mean abuse me and take advantage of me. Love me all of me and everything that comes with me.

https://youtu.be/7vZmOF11P9A

I'm not afraid to be alone. I'll deal with it if I have to.
Hopefully after you’ve read all of what I said you get it.
Please don’t hesitate to chime in and let me know your thoughts. 

What are your thoughts? The comments are open just for that!

Monday, July 15, 2019

Scammers/hacked accounts

  I assumed that they more or less didn't try these types of things on Facebook. Being that it would be easier to get their information.I was most definitely proven wrong this week.
  
 After getting a ton of friend request. Having approved a lot of them. Thinking it would drive more traffic to my blog. And maybe some financial assistance to my gofundme.

 I just ended up with a lot of ;"are you single?" messages,a few "government grant" scams, as well as a couple "do you want to make some money? Do you have a bank account?"messages.

 Up until this past week I've only gotten the government scam messages.On my Facebook account. I was hit with all kinds of messages at once. 

  Now I've decided not to accept any friend requests from strangers. Unless we have several friends in common, are a family member, or they'd really have to be into networking(before I accept the request). 
  
I will be a little more leery.

 My bio doesn't state i'm looking for a sugar daddy, or a government grant, nor does it say I'm looking to give my bank information away.Although it does state I'm single;it does not mean i'm looking. 

   Is there sites specifically designed for that?I mean for scammers looking for bank information?

 I've personally looked into government grants. And have seen sites offering sugar daddy services(please don't judge me;I follow a lot of vine turned Instagram user accounts).

  I just wished they'd avoid my account altogether. When they're looking for anything other than networking,or are family members,or close friends.