Surviving Multiple Sclerosis/I wish I could flip a switch

  I honestly wish I could flip a switch and ask god; to take it away. I wanna go back to work. I want to make my own money. I want to have my own place again. I want stop fighting back and forth with disability.

  I'm just not in a position to do what I used to do for anyone. Which is why this particular blog is so meaningful at the moment. 

 Especially on this particular day World Ms Day!

   I will continue to keep on praying to him. And stop questioning him. Although it may be hard at times. This is just something that came to me and I could no longer hold it in!

                     “Sometimes”

             “I wish I could flip a switch”

Surviving Multiple Sclerosis/Hard being Transparent

   Starting out with this blog. I didn’t think it was going to be as  Hard Being Transparent. Now that I’ve gotten this far along; it has become more of a struggle for me to share. 

Funny that it’s taken me this long to say that right?

  Maybe because I assumed that I’d make it past my age. With  at least not many issues. I’ll get the courage to share more eventually. Being that I’m not going to much into detail.

I needed to take a short break because I started getting flooded with bad news. As my body continued to break down.

  I’m typing this with one finger on my phone.Praying that I don’t get any any symptoms before I get too far into this.  I wanted to share as much as I can. At least before any symptoms began.

 

As you all are aware I started the new treatment. And I continued to have the same issues I had while I was on the last treatment. Throughout that time a few new symptoms popped up. 

 

 And I now have to see two more; oops three more specialists. 

And I’m still not in my own spot on top of it. So, I needed moment. At this point there may be a lot those moments). Please hang in there with me. There will be more content eventually.

As well as a videos)Even though you guys don’t look at them for some reason or another(I can take constructive criticism). 

I’d rather make those at this point and put them on here.

Let me know what you guys think. I changed a few things around as well. 

FYI: I took the ads off because they weren’t beneficial or me. No one was clicking on them. So, it was not doing anything to help me. I need something that is going to help me now. 

Surviving Multiple Sclerosis/Being a Loner

 

                              

 I could say it stems from being an only child. Although it has prevented a lot of hurt from the betrayal. And I'm okay with that. Although with me going through my health issues it hurts at times to be alone; I don't think I'd like to be hurt even more, in this position.

 

 

Keep Pushing Forward

 It may seem hard. Keep on pushing. Speak to someone if you need to get through it. As I Type This I have and have had multiple things going on. And I've spoken to a few people to help me get by. Just know If I can do I you can too!

Trust me It's is not easy but we can do this!

Try To be Better at Understanding a Person with a Disability

  It's hard enough for the individual with a disability already. So, for them to try to explain things to you ; and you to brush them off and act as though you don't care is heartbreaking.

  Please don't tell them what someone else is going through. Nor what it is they are doing. I'm sure they wish they could be in that person's position. Or something close to it.

 I'm typing this because I've tried different groups online years ago. and I didn't like how it was going. And per my therapist, I tried again. Upon doing so I realized that just like we could go in and get support, our friends and family members can too, and in some cases should.

  To get a better understanding of what it is our diagnosis entails. And I don't mean just for multiple sclerosis. There are different types of groups out there for everything.

 You just have to research and find the right ones. And I urge you guys to do so to get a better understanding of what it is your friends and family members are going through.

Why is it so hard

If a person is consistently complaining about something. That means there is obviously something wrong .Take the time and try and figure out what it is. Or send them to someone who can try and help them if you can't!

 

Surviving Ms Choice/Option/Health

 Do you feel this way? How have you been coping? Leave a comment please and don't forget to follow this blog!

A Little Inspiration for Whomever may need it

 Since I've had this latest relapse; I haven't been able to do much, heck even before that if you want to get technical. Things still haven't gotten more stable. I just felt like leaving a little something up here. For Whomever may need to hear/see it.